Magnet

Alright, so i know i havent kept up with this at all. To be honest its because im feeling more and more detached from everything i am, so i have neglected this seemingly pointless blog.... So in air of that, here's a question to the air. Why do i always seem to attract women with loads upon loads of issues. And I'm not talking about like over time they tend to develop an attraction to me... NO NOT AT ALL, like I'm talking some are all but saying love at first sight sort of stuff, some have never even seen my face in person... Holy shit! I mean, what the hell, and if they aren't attracted to me in that sort of way they seem to make me their savior, place their every problem on me... Now there are a few girls who i love, live for even, to help, but they know that, and they dont abuse me. Why can't stable people be attracted to me the way i draw these others to me like a magnet?