Today was a hard day. I don't know why but I've just wanted to kill someone all day. I sit down to write music and go back to an old song and it just sounds like shit. Everything I try to play today just gets fumbled around my fingers. My emotions are a fucking mess and I need someone who knows me to really just sit and talk to, but I feel the people who actually could help me in a way don't care to be around or would think my intentions were all wrong. Even listening to metal at full blast is not taking away my anguish. I'm lost, someone real come find me.